December 21, 2012
Last night I sat with Jhenner and as a Mom felt like he was making great strides. Heisler chest was lifting, his breathing slowed, his stats (from the monitor) were looking good. This morning he was scheduled for an X-ray. Results still unchanged. Doctors report: he's not getting any worse just staying the same.
I went back to the room to rear and at 3 am was woke by the nurse telling me and my husband we needed to get our things and move outbid the room because they needed or for another delivery.
I am getting so unbearably frustrated! I'm trying, every time I get angry to turn to The Lord for forgiveness and comfort. This is very rough.
My husbands back in town tying up loose ends with work. Trying to finish up Christmas shopping. I feel so helpless. He's trying to be strong but I know its difficult for him too.
He's got to be extra strong for me and for Jhenner and for all the other kids.
Every time I get the feeling of anxiety ornlacknof control, sadness, and anger. I turn to The Lord.
He is the only way I am going to survive this.
I'm very thankful for all the prayer warriors out there praying for me and my baby.
"God please send your angels of healing to my baby Jhenner. Please give him strength and bring strength and comfort to Jeremy and I".
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